gratitudei was joking to my mom when she told me what she expected.
"if they're really my friends i don't think they will reject"
and really it turned out this way.
in a way i am very touched.
normal friends wouldn't do this.
or at least those my age, my part of society.
they're too proud to think that way.
but here i come to face the humble side of the world.
along the night i couldn't sleep.
was constantly thinking not only why but how come.
the answer i had half expected.
has made me change my views alot.
so i am glad.
very glad.
to have met you two.
because then i can learn to humble myself too.
thank you.
and sorry.
for all this trouble i have caused.
to which both of you still say "it's okay".
thank you.